He reaches for my hand and
we walk toward the back of the building and enter a tall, gleaming, glass
elevator. He pushes some buttons and the elevator begins its slow descent while
I take in the breathtaking, paradise-like view. This is the most beautiful
place I had ever seen. And, yes, strangely, it does feel like home.
We walk a short way down
to the shore. I kick off my shoes and pick them up, letting the water lap my
toes. We stroll along silently, listening to the calming sounds of the ocean.
“I’m going in. Are you coming?”
I say.
“No. I’ll take your things
and wait for you in that chair right over there, see it?”
“Why don’t you want to go
in the water?”
“It’s wet. And it bur… oh,
I just hate the water.”
“Brr! You HATE the water,”
I stifle a giggle, “and we bought a condo on the beach? Why on earth?” I howl
with laughter.
“Yes, why on Earth,” he
laughs, too. “Because you love it here. And you love the water. And I… I love
you.”
“Jakson Blake, I think
you’re too good to be true!”
“No, Babe. I’m not.” He looks at me with a deep sadness in his eyes
for a moment, and then it’s gone. “Go! Swim a little. But don’t go out too far.
I’ll get some sun. I do tolerate sunshine. Look for me in the chair over there,
so you don’t drift off too far south, okay? There’s a bit of a current today.”
I nod and hand him my
shoes and cover up. Again I see the sadness in his eyes once again just as I
turn away to run into the water.
“You okay?” he shouts to
me as I bob around in the water.
“Yes, I’m fine. Don’t
worry.”
“Is it cold?”
“Not at all. It’s almost
like bath water. It feels wonderful! Are you sure you won’t come in and join me?”
“Only to save your life,
my love, would I brave that water and come in there. Have a good swim. Be
careful. Watch my chair. I’ll wave. You wave back. You shout if you need me. But
try not to.”
“I’ll be fine, Jaks,” I laugh.
I bob around for a little longer. I swim up toward the public beach, then back swam
down the other way. Every now and then I look for Jaks and wave to him. He
waves back, ever watchful.
I love being in the water.
It takes all my cares away. It gives me a layer of insolation from the real and
hurtful world. It strengthens me, makes me feel stronger, better able to deal
with whatever the hell life throws at me. It makes all those frightful dreams I
have seem less real, less threatening. I slow down in the water, like my life
is a slow motion movie, in this case a lovely but bizarre one. Little things
are familiar. It’s the big, important ones that seem unfamiliar.
This place is so
beautiful. The weather is perfect. The condo is gorgeous, furnished and
decorated to suit my taste perfectly. I have a closet full of beautiful
clothing and accessories. Jaks is handsome, sweet, and attentive. He seems
genuinely concerned about me and is very romantic. And incredibly hot!
But I couldn’t shake the
feeling that all this was some elaborate set-up. But why? By whom? And what
would they want with me? About an hour passed.
“Sam, are you ready to
come out yet?” Jaks stands and calls to me. “I’m starving, and you have to be
getting all water-wrinkly by now!”
“Okay,” I laugh, swim
toward him, and walk up from the seashore. He holds out a towel and helps me dry
off. He helps me on with my blouse as I slip on her shoes. We head back
upstairs, hand in hand, in silence.
“Do you want to step out
for an early dinner, DiStefano’s maybe? You love his Angel Hair Marinara.”
“No. I’m really tired,
Jaks. I’d rather stay home. Let’s cook.”
“Okay.”
8.
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